Kerwiи ♥
Live LIFE to the very MAX ♥

Kerwin Ng
18 Years Old
Male
I'm getting older every 2Oth April
Design And Media
Major in Animation
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts

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Desires

▪ Good Health =D
▪ Always Happy
▪ Get Good Result for every Semester
▪ Get into Animation in Year 2
▪ Be an Animator when I grow up
▪ Faster 18 years old
▪ Get Driving License
▪ Earn lots of Money
▪ Travel around the world with my Friends
▪ Get a new Handphone
▪ Celebrate Birthday with all my Friends
▪ Get Lots and Lots of present on my Birthday =D
▪ To Be Loved

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I wondered, I wonder and I'm wondering ..

The year of 2009 has been so unhappy for me. I'm in a dilemma. I'm feeling unconsciously unhappy inside me. Things were not going well for me and not a lot of them in this world understand me. The feeling inside me. In times, i felt like sitting at one corner and stare at the blank white wall.

The feeling inside me are not yet out. I'm seriously not in the ways that I will give up animation, but the fact that I'm already in Graphic Design.

Will my life be just ruined by this school who anyhow push me into a class of what I'm not interested in ? I'm in the center of a two-way road. Choices is not in my hand and I'm unwillingly been push to the wrong path.

Is this what people would face in life ? Is there anyone that is so great as to control my life ?

I'm angry and sad inside me. I feel that its not fair to me. People gets what they want, what about me ? Am I that unlucky that I got this type of Admin in my school ? Am I that unlucky to get this 2 person to grade me during my Exam ?

Seriously, I did my best. Why is it that you people out there don't give me a good chance to study what I desire ? Pushing me into a place I don't even have passion in. Giving me a dead end to end with.

You left me with no choice. I can't even appeal. What is the feeling if you are forced to do something you don't even like ? Will u feel happy ?

Thing will not change even if I get down to school.
The admin people will be sitting over there shaking their legs and do nothing.

This is a bad system. Seriously, I'm really doubting my own ability.
Will I excel in Graphic Design ?


A video brought to you by Mr Brown !
I really feel very bad.
I tried my best and the outcome was bad.
I down want to let you down.
I'm scared.
I don't really know why is it like this ?